I CAN'T BELIEVE THOSE PEOPLE!!!! THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT AND SERVE THE PEOPLE NOT THREATEN THEM! Your reason of trying to follow how professionals do it is just stupid! You already know it's not hers anymore then go investigate the info that you got on the one that bought the stupid thing!!! She sold it close to 3 bloody months already! This thing happened at most A F***ING 2 WEEKS AGO!!! Idiots! If I find out that you go anywhere near my family again and threaten them in any way I will hunt you down like the dogs you are!!! Your threats are nothing compared to what I can come up with.

Today was my first paper and to tell the truth it wasn't that bad. I was actually able to do it without much trouble and had plenty of time to spare. But I'm not gonna say anything on the level of difficulty of the paper. Don't wanna jinx it. Sighs. 1 down 15 more to go. And then there's my Japanese exam on top of our "working days". Ikh. No rest for me until 6th december.

Wow. I'm surprised my blog's still alive after I've left it for this long. My heavy study schedule had something to do with this long hiatus and I don't doubt it will be the last time like this. Besides my studies I just really don't feel like posting anything up anymore since I have officially become a hermit these days. The only times I go out of the house is school, shops, when my family asks me to. So really my life pretty much is dull right now.

But on the bright side I'm having my holidays now which is helping me cope with everything. Even though there's nothing 'holiday-ish' activities but studying this time around I don't mind it. It's my last year in school and I am going to savour it. After all my exams are over and I've done my proficiency test I wouldn't have to go to school anymore! Yay! Truthfully speaking, I'm not gonna miss it at all. My last school years have been hell and then some. If it weren't for the friends I made it would be a lot more harder than it already was. Only some parts of my memories in school made with my friends are the times that I feel are the most memorable to me. Other than that... You get the drift.

Raya's coming and unfortunately I'm not going to beraya-ing with my family like I always do every year. T.T Most likely only on the first day of raya and another day just with my friends which makes it a total of only TWO days for me to enjoy. *sigh* While everyone is splurging themselves with raya food I am staying at home studying. As long as the three stooges inda kacau aku or bait me with anything no physical harm would fall on them. Kalau dorang kacau abis kamu karang oleh ku. I will not be in a very good mood so back off!

Aside from those problems I have to worry about the japanese scholarship second screening this october. During my A levels. Really worried and slightly pissed off every time I think of it. Other than exams I'm worrying about my application. UCAS and my PS ani lagi inda mau kan perfect ah! So frustrating! My life officially sucks right now and all I can do is tahan what ever comes my way. DX

Huh, I'm back to posting really long rants again... Ah well, at least I'm posting. I'll try to not go on a very long hiatus again. But then again knowing me... hehehe. XP Ah well, better stop here before it gets any longer.

Since I've been making a habit of making birthday wishes for SuJu on my blog this is again yet another one. Sorry, its just that there's nothing interesting for me to post and if I wait until I do have something interesting my blog would be as good as dead. Anyway, yeah, HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY HEECHUL-OPPA!!! Again, the same wishes that I have for all the SuJu boys!! Miss seeing Heechul on variety shows right now~ sighs.

Anyway, instead of begging like I did in the last 2 posts I'm just gonna post this video I found over at youtube since I was bored... It was hilarious! I was literally laughing until tears came out of my eyes. XD I love SuJu more for this, too bad Heechul wasn't there I'm sure he would've enjoyed it and I hope Sungmin's leg gets better. Sakit tapi masih jua perform. Love his determination. XD And~ before I get sidetracked I better just post this video now. So yeah~ Qalbi, you should watch this. Not that I'm forcing you but yeah, just saying. XP

Oh my god, I can't believe I forgot! Well, I wouldn't have forgotten if my internet connection that day wasn't being stupid again. And me being me forgot to post this on the next day because I always forget if I try to do something on the next day of when I'm supposed to be doing it. And I'm rambling... Curse my short memory! DX His birthday was on the 21st of June!!! And its already 27th!!

Anyway I wanted to say, HAPPY BELATED 22nd BIRTHDAY RYEOWOOK-OPPA!! Hope you had a great birthday!!! Have a very HAPPY belated birthday!!! Loves SuJu FOREVER!!! ELF!!! Even though Brunei doesn't have ELF as of yet but I wish we do. I wanna join and I hope SuJu's super show can come here(please,please x1000)I would be so thankful and content for the whole year if that happens. Please, please, please come to Brunei!!! I am begging you here!!! I want this with the same intensity that I want to go to Japan, Korea and naik haji. Please, please, please come. At the very least pun to Singapore during school holiday so I can get the money to go.

And I hope Kibum can also come for the Super Show, SuJu is not complete without all 13 members present. LOVES SUJU!!! And oh god, I just totally love this song!(Macam tah aku inda fall in love with all their songs anyway, tah karang!) Too bad kibum doesn't sing at all in this but oh well, at least all of them are in the vid. XD SUPER JUNIOR SARANGHAEYO!! Even the chances of them actually stumbling on to my piteous blog is slim to none I don't care, I will still post this birthday dedication, so nyah! XP Again, happy belated birthday ryeowook-oppa!!

Yay! The hols are here! Rest and relaxation here I come! Not! Don't get me wrong, I love the holidays. Its just the fact that during this holiday I'm gonna be very busy doing chem project, bio homework which I HAVE to score more than 70%, relearn my Japanese before the bar exam or I'm screwed, study for qualifying exams this coming July, studying for A levels before I start to panic and do my pure maths and stats past year paper and the pending homework that I owe my teachers. Ikh. Hate this. On the bright side, Zak and the others are gonna come home for the summer! HI GUYS!!! *waves like crazy* XD Yeah, I had chocolate for breakfast thus the hyperness... Deal with it. *shrugs*

We finally did the PSR performance thing! Yay. Its finally over! No more stress over that. It felt great though so now all I'm waiting for is the cert for it. Yeah nurul, tell the whole world why you joined. Yes, I only joined for the cert. Nyah! XP

Okay~ have to stop rambling on before this turns into a full length essay. Essay... Shit! Do I have any GP homework I should know about?! Um... got to ask Choo ni karang. Well anyway since I'm only spouting nonsense in this post I better stop now before I say something embarassing. Oh well... Oh and I wanted to post SHINee's new video Juliette while I'm at it since I'm so... jobless and all. (Yeah right, more like procrastinating) Oh. oh and eunhyuk and leeteuk looked totally adorable masa dorang cry on music bank when they won, not that it has anything to do with this post but, yeah... And I really need to stop talking to myself so much when I'm high on sugar. It's not good and people might think I'm crazy if I keep this up. XD